Well as you may have noticed, my postings are a bit strange. You see, I tend to write them when I’m at work, but my work’s firewall prevents me from posting them. So I end up posting them whenever I get around to it. Yes, very random and not a very good system. Oh well. Tonight the boy is out with the boys! I am taking the evening to enjoy myself. Watch trash TV (thank you ABC) and get some things done. At least the boy lets me hang out at his house while he’s not here. He does have the 50″ Plasma afterall, you just can’t pass that up.
Well, let’s see, things are going fairly well. I mean, whose life is ever perfect? Nobody’s. The boy and I are at a bit of a rough patch, but I do think we can make it through. Things are just tough right now. We are still very much figuring out if we work together long-term or not. It may not seem sensible to you, but he and I are both very analytical and logical when it comes to this relationship. Neither of us wants to just jump in without looking. We take marriage very seriously and our relationship has really been hit a lot considering we have only been dating for 2 1/2 years or so. The past 6 months or so have really been the recovery phase. The time we are taking to sort through the shitstorm that happening the first year or two and figure out if we can get past it all to end up happy together. I mean, do I think it says a lot that we haven’t given up yet, but I know that’s not everything. I could very much end up being single on my 26th birthday come May. Time will tell. I hope for the best. Of course, if we don’t end up together it’s because we weren’t right for each other so I guess that is the best. Right now, the best just seems to be us together. Typical of a girl in the very middle of a serious relationship. It’s hard to get some serious perspective.
In other lifely news… I am apartment hunting. Woohoo. I have to move out of my place come April and I decided to start looking at my options. There is a slight option that the boy and I will end up living together if we feel it’s right and we are right by April, but most likely I’ll probably end up in an apartment. Honestly, I’m a little excited about it. I’ve never lived alone and I think I would really relish it. I am sick and tired of having a roommate. I want to keep things how I want them! Of course, if I do move into an apartment, the boy and I are going to have to rearrange this living situation. No more of this 1 night at my place and 6 nights at his.
Tomorrow night I am meeting up with some friends for HH and then we are heading to another friend’s b-day party downtown. It should be a good time. I can’t help but be nervous because this is this old friend of mine who currently doesn’t like me and she tends to be a bit of a drama queen. As in, called me at 8:30pm on a Saturday night to tell me about some rumor she heard (in which I was obviously saying shit about her) and when I told her it wasn’t true, it didn’t make a lick of difference. I even followed it up with an apologetic and explanatory email the next day, to no avail. I can’t say I’m surprised, it is her track record, but it’s sad none the less. I don’t like being at odds with people.
Also, randomness, has anybody noticed how when you buys CDs as of late, they tend to not be recognized on your computer or won’t let you burn them onto your computer? What a bunch of BS. If I knew that was the case I would have just bought the albums through itunes. But of 3 CDs the boy and I bought this past weekend, only 1 was recognized on both of our computers (both mac and pc) and the others were just rejected. It’s really a bitch because I wanted to have that stuff on my phone and ipod for when I’m driving around town, working out or at work. Lame, with a capital L. If anybody knows of a solution to this, I’m all ears.
Anyhow, that’s probably about all going on in my little world. I know nobody is really reading this now, but it’s okay. I don’t really care. 
